so the ex finally admitted to me, the reason he doesn't want to catch up as friends, is as he's not fully over me yet, and is scared we'd end up back together just cause we're lonely.
I being me, wrote a whole bunch of stuff back to him... after praying about it. My advice from his friend, and my great friend (old almost bf) was pretend like you don't want him, guys want what they can't have. I didn't take his advice, I can't play hard to get, I'm not a game player, and if for that I lose someone, then it wasn't meant to be.
I'm praying that he will reply at some stage, in the meantime I'm not going to say anything more to him... I've said done everything I could possibly ever do. I will keep on praying for him, and keep on praying for God's will in both of our lives, whether that is for us to be together or not.
Crazy. Life is crazy. God is good.
ps. he totally drove past me on my run tonight, then parked down a side street, a bit later, i ran past his car... pretending not to notice it... twice :S
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