It makes me so mad. Ex-bf. basically if i initiate contact, he doesnt reply, but then sometimes he will initiate contact. Just decide , be in my life- or not.

I believe that God never takes something good from you without giving you something better in sometime....

I can see how a few good things have come out of this so far... Like being able to be friends with my old ex- because i met this one. Like getting refocussed on God. I read this question today: would you give up sabbath for your dream job? My immediate thought was no way, its just a job... Then i realised love is a far bigger temptation to me. Would i give up the sabbath to be in love and in a relationship with ______? That is harder dor me. I want to think i wont, and i'm learning to follow Gid more. THough i dont know what my future holds, i know who holds my future!