Summer in my heart.

I'm so full of joy lately.
It's like it's always summer in my heart.

I was pondering life, human interactions, friendship, love, God etc. today as I wandered from uni to the train station and as I watched life speed by out the window of the train.

I was wondering how you know when someone is "the one" and then I thought, "I dunno if he's the one for me, but I know that you are God." So I'm not saying I'm going to go become a nun. Hell no.

But I am saying that it is really cool, not worrying:  is something going to happen? is nothing going to happen ? did I do something wrong?  Oh he's hanging out with her and not me, what is going on?



When God is my number one 'man' in my life, and he's got control of my life and wants the best for me, and actually knows what is best for me! (unlike me who wants something one day, only to discover later on that it's not so great!) has got it under control. I can open my hands and let go of all the stress.

My worries can drift away in the breeze. It's cool...

I'm just laying out in the sunshine,  cause it's summer in my heart.