I'm grumpy, mad, sad, disappointed, annoyed, discouraged, overwhelmed... I could go on. I hope I'm hormonal, because then at least I'd have a pysiological reason for why I feel like I do right now.
My job description just got changed, apparently we're not allowed to: eat, listen to music or watch movies, while on reception- except for on a Saturday night. This makes me MAD. My inner rebel hates being told what to do. I believe in keeping the rules if I can see any logical reason for them. But I can't. As long as I do complete all of my responsibilities well, what right do they have to tell me what to do in the moments when nothing at all is happening. Sorry but BITE ME.
I still have 2 and a bit assignments looming over me... which is the real problem. I hate how much I suck at maths and using excell... Sometimes I really hate science, this is one of those times. But I need to put on my big girl pants and get in and do it, and stop thinking how much I want to throw a tantrum on the floor.
Life is busy but good... I'm going on a motorbike ride with a friend tomorrow. Should be fun, I'm a bit scared though! Anyway... I'm going to go for a walk, have some more caffeine... then do this darn assignment!
Even though I've just complained about everything. God is Good, and even though I feel all these bad emotions, ultimately I still have joy in my heart, cos I know that Jesus cares about me and that he's got my back.
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