Sunshine

I've had the most amazing weekend. Friends. Church. Church concerts. Exploring Brighton.  Life is weird. Last Sunday I basically cried all day. I'm not going to go into why, but I was just really disappointed and wondering why God seemed to be saying no about something- something I thought was such a good thing.

Yesterday I went to Kensington Temple church to see Israel Houghton perform. We got our praise on. I really felt free, and like the Holy Spirit was there.

Anyway, This is my song of the moment.

"Your the reason I'm living and breathing,
every blessing i have comes from you,
you're the answer to every need in my life,
you're more than enough for me.

you're more than enough,
you're more than enough for me Jesus.
you're more than enough,
you're more than enough for me Lord..."

So faithful
unchanging God
my helper
my provider, you are
So faithful
unchanging God
you're more than enough for me!

And then I was reading through some things I'd written in my notes on my phone and found this...

"Give me patience in the plans you have for my life, or give me a greater passion or direction in where you want me to go. Draw me closer. I want to want you when things are good, not just when things are bad. I want to trust you when things are bad, not just when things seem to be going good. May my hope and Joy be found in you, all day long."

-18th March 2015

I know that when I have God in my life, I have all I need. I know His plans are better than the ones I could hope or dream of for myself and that His ways are not my ways.

I look forward to one-day looking back on this, raising my Ebenezer and saying- this is how God lead me to where I am now. Isn't he amazing! and He is.